God Emperor of Dune by Frank Herbert

  "Were you interested?"

  "Yes."

  "Then why didn't you ask?"

  "I thought at first there might be a record somewhere. I looked. There was nothing. I reasoned then that they would not answer my question."

  "For what it tells me about you, Hwi, that answer pleases me very much. I, too, am ignorant of your background, but I can make an enlightened guess at your birthplace."

  Her eyes focused on his face with a charged intensity which had no pretense in it.

  "You were born within this machine your masters are trying to perfect for the Guild," Leto said. "You were conceived there, as well. It may even be that Malky was your father. That is not important. Do you know about this machine, Hwi?"

  "I'm not supposed to know about it, Lord, but ..."

  "Another indiscretion by one of your teachers?"

  "By my uncle himself."

  A burst of laughter erupted from Leto. "What a rogue!" he said. "What a charming rogue!"

  "Lord?"

  "This is his revenge on your masters. He did not like being removed from my court. He told me at the time that his replacement was less than a fool."

  Hwi shrugged. "A complex man, my uncle."

  "Listen to me carefully, Hwi. Some of your associations here on Arrakis could be dangerous to you. I will protect you as I can. Do you understand?"

  "I think so, Lord." She stared up at him solemnly.

  "Now, a message for your masters. It is clear to me that they have been listening to a Guild steersman and they have joined themselves to the Tleilaxu in a perilous fashion. Tell them for me that their purposes are quite transparent."

  "Lord, I have no knowledge of ..."

  "I am aware of how they use you, Hwi. For this reason you may tell your masters also that you are to be the permanent Ambassador to my court. I will not welcome another Ixian. And should your masters ignore my warnings, trying further interference with my wishes, I shall crush them."

  Tears welled from her eyes and ran down her cheeks, but Leto was grateful that she did not indulge in any other display such as falling to her knees.

  "I already have warned them," she said. "Truly I did. I told them they must obey you."

  Leto could see that this was true.

  What a marvelous creature, this Hwi Noree, he thought. She appeared the epitome of goodness, obviously bred and conditioned for this quality by her Ixian masters with their careful calculation of the effect this would have on the God Emperor.

  Out of his thronging ancestral memories, Leto could see her as an idealized nun, kindly and self-sacrificing, all sincerity. It was her most basic nature, the place where she lived. She found it easiest to be truthful and open, capable of shading this only to prevent pain for others. He saw this latter trait as the deepest change the Bene Gesserit had been able to effect in her. Hwi's real manner remained outgoing, sensitive and naturally sweet. Leto could find little sense of manipulative calculation in her. She appeared immediately responsive and wholesome, excellent at listening (another Bene Gesserit attribute). There was nothing openly seductive about her, yet this very fact made her profoundly seductive to Leto.

  As he had remarked to one of the earlier Duncans on a similar occasion: "You must understand this about me, a thing which some obviously suspect--sometimes it's unavoidable that I have delusionary sensations, the feeling that somewhere inside this changeling form of mine there exists an adult human body with all of the necessary functions."

  "All of them, Lord?" the Duncan had asked.

  "All! I feel the vanished parts of myself. I can feel my legs, quite unremarkable and so real to my senses. I can feel the pumping of my human glands, some of which no longer exist. I can even feel genitalia which I know, intellectually, vanished centuries ago."

  "But surely if you know ..."

  "Knowledge does not suppress such feelings. The vanished parts of myself are still there in my personal memories and in the multiple identity of all my ancestors."

  As Leto looked at Hwi standing in front of him, it helped not one whit to know he had no skull and that what once had been his brain was now a massive web of ganglia spread through his pre-worm flesh. Nothing helped. He could still feel his brain aching where it once had reposed; he could still feel his skull throbbing.

  By just standing there in front of him, Hwi cried out to his lost humanity. It was too much for him and he moaned in despair:

  "Why do your masters torture me?"

  "Lord?"

  "By sending you!"

  "I would not hurt you, Lord."

  "Just by existing you hurt me!"

  "I did not know." Tears fell unrestrained from her eyes. "They never told me what they were really doing."

  He calmed himself and spoke softly: "Leave me now, Hwi. Go about your business, but return quickly if I summon you!"

  She left quietly, but Leto could see that Hwi, too, was tortured. There was no mistaking the deep sadness in her for the humanity Leto had sacrificed. She knew what Leto knew: they would have been friends, lovers, companions in an ultimate sharing between the sexes. Her masters had planned for her to know.

  The Ixians are cruel! he thought. They knew what our pain would be.

  Hwi's departure ignited memories of her Uncle Malky. Malky was cruel, but Leto had rather enjoyed his company. Malky had possessed all of the industrious virtues of his people and enough of their vices to make him thoroughly human. Malky had reveled in the company of Leto's Fish Speakers. "Your houris," he had called them, and Leto could seldom think of the Fish Speakers thereafter without recalling Malky's label.

  Why do I think of Malky now? It's not just because of Hwi. I shall ask her what charge her masters gave her when they sent her to me.

  Leto hesitated on the verge of calling her back.

  She'll tell me if I ask.

  Ixian ambassadors had always been told to find out why the God Emperor tolerated Ix. They knew they could not hide from him. This stupid attempt to plant a colony beyond his vision! Were they testing his limits? The Ixians suspected that Leto did not really need their industries.

  I've never concealed my opinion of them. I said it to Malky:

  "Technological innovators? No! You are the criminals of science in my Empire!"

  Malky had laughed.

  Irritated, Leto had accused: "Why try to hide secret laboratories and factories beyond the Empire's rim? You cannot escape me."

  "Yes, Lord." Laughing.

  "I know your intent: leak a bit of this and some of that back into my Imperial domains. Disrupt! Cause doubts and questioning!"

  "Lord, you yourself are one of our best customers!"

  "That's not what I mean and you know it, you terrible man!"

  "You like me because I'm a terrible man. I tell you stories about what we do out there."

  "I know it without your stories!"

  "But some stories are believed and some are doubted. I dispel your doubts."

  "I have no doubts!"

  Which had only ignited more of Malky's laughter.

  And I must continue tolerating them, Leto thought. The Ixians operated in the terra incognita of creative invention which had been outlawed by the Butlerian Jihad. They made their devices in the image of the mind--the very thing which had ignited the Jihad's destruction and slaughter. That was what they did on Ix and Leto could only let them continue.

  I buy from them! I could not even write my journals without their dictatels to respond to my unspoken thought. Without Ix, I could not have hidden my journals and the printers.

  But they must be reminded of the dangers in what they do!

  And the Guild could not be allowed to forget. That was easier. Even while Guildsmen cooperated with Ix, they distrusted the Ixians mightily.

  If this new Ixian machine works, the Guild has lost its monopoly on space travel!

  From that welter of memories which I can tap at will, patterns emerge. They are like another language which I see so clearly. The social-ala
rm signals which put societies into the postures of defense/attack are like shouted words to me. As a people, you react against threats to innocence and the peril of the helpless young. Unexplained sounds, visions and smells raise the hackles you have forgotten you possess. When alarmed, you cling to your native language because all the other patterned sounds are strange. You demand acceptable dress because a strange costume is threatening. This is system-feedback at its most primitive level. Your cells remember.

  --THE STOLEN JOURNALS

  The acolyte Fish Speakers who served as pages at the portal of Leto's audience chamber brought in Duro Nunepi, the Tleilaxu Ambassador. It was early for an audience and Nunepi was being taken out of his announced order, but he moved calmly with only the faintest hint of resigned acceptance.

  Leto waited silently stretched out along his cart on the raised platform at the end of the chamber. As he watched Nunepi approach, Leto's memories produced a comparison: the swimming-cobra of a periscope brushing its almost invisible wake upon water. The memory brought a smile to Leto's lips. That was Nunepi--a proud, flinty-faced man who had come up through the ranks of Tleilaxu management. Not a Face Dancer himself, he considered the Dancers his personal servants; they were the water through which he moved. One had to be truly adept to see his wake. Nunepi was a nasty piece of business who had left his traces in the attack along the Royal Road.

  Despite the early hour, the man wore his full ambassadorial regalia-- billowing black trousers and black sandals trimmed in gold, a flowery red jacket open at the breast to reveal a bushy chest behind his Tleilaxu crest worked in gold and jewels.

  At the required ten paces distance, Nunepi stopped and swept his gaze along the rank of armed Fish Speaker guards in an arc around and behind Leto. Nunepi's gray eyes were bright with some secret amusement when he brought his attention to his Emperor and bowed slightly.

  Duncan Idaho entered then, a lasgun holstered at his hip, and took up his position beside the God Emperor's cowled face.

  Idaho's appearance required a careful study by Nunepi, a study which did not please the Ambassador.

  "I find Shape Changers particularly obnoxious," Leto said.

  "I am not a Shape Changer, Lord," Nunepi said. His voice was low and cultured, with only a trace of hesitancy in it.

  "But you represent them and that makes you an item of annoyance," Leto said.

  Nunepi had expected an open statement of hostility, but this was not the language of diplomacy, and it shocked him into a bold reference to what he believed to be Tleilaxu strength.

  "Lord, by preserving the flesh of the original Duncan Idaho and providing you with restored gholas in his image and identity, we have always assumed ..."

  "Duncan!" Leto glanced at Idaho. "If I command it, Duncan, will you lead an expedition to exterminate the Tleilaxu?"

  "With pleasure, m'Lord."

  "Even if it means the loss of your original cells and all of the axlotl tanks?"

  "I do not find the tanks a pleasant memory, m'lord, and those cells are not me."

  "Lord, how have we offended you?" Nunepi asked.

  Leto scowled. Did this inept fool really expect the God Emperor to speak openly of the recent Face Dancer attack?

  "It has come to my attention," Leto said, "that you and your people have been spreading lies about what you call my 'disgusting sexual habits.' "

  Nunepi gaped. The accusation was a bold lie, completely unexpected. But Nunepi realized that if he denied it, no one would believe him. The God Emperor had said it. This was an attack of unknown dimensions. Nunepi started to speak while looking at Idaho.

  "Lord, if we ..."

  "Look at me!" Leto commanded.

  Nunepi jerked his gaze up to Leto's face.

  "I will inform you only this once," Leto said. "I have no sexual habits whatsoever. None."

  Perspiration rolled off Nunepi's face. He stared at Leto with the fixed intensity of a trapped animal. When Nunepi found his voice, it no longer was the low, controlled instrument of a diplomat, but a trembling and fearful thing.

  "Lord, I ... there must be a mistake of ..."

  "Be still, you Tleilaxu sneak!" Leto roared. Then: "I am a metamorphic vector of the holy sandworm--Shai-Hulud! I am your God!"

  "Forgive us, Lord," Nunepi whispered.

  "Forgive you?" Leto's voice was full of sweet reason. "Of course I forgive you. That is your God's function. Your crime is forgiven. However, your stupidity requires a response."

  "Lord, if I could but ..."

  "Be still! The spice allotment passes over the Tleilaxu for this decade. You get nothing. As for you personally, my Fish Speakers will now take you into the plaza."

  Two burly guardswomen moved in and held Nunepi's arms. They looked up to Leto for instructions.

  "In the plaza," Leto said, "his clothing is to be stripped from him. He is to be publicly flogged--fifty lashes."

  Nunepi struggled against the grip of his guards, consternation on his face mingled with rage.

  "Lord, I remind you that I am the Ambassador of ..."

  "You are a common criminal and will be treated as such." Leto nodded to the guards, who began dragging Nunepi away.

  "I wish they'd killed you!" Nunepi raged. "I wish ..."

  "Who?" Leto called. "You wish who had killed me? Don't you know I cannot be killed?"

  The guards dragged Nunepi out of the chamber as he still raged: "I am innocent! I am innocent!" The protest faded away.

  Idaho leaned close to Leto.

  "Yes, Duncan?" Leto asked.

  "M'Lord, all the envoys will feel fear at this."

  "Yes. I teach a lesson in responsibility."

  "M'Lord?"

  "Membership in a conspiracy, as in an army, frees people from the sense of personal responsibility."

  "But this will cause trouble, m'Lord. I'd best post extra guards."

  "Not one additional guard!"

  "But you invite ..."

  "I invite a bit of military nonsense."

  "That's what I ..."

  "Duncan, I am a teacher. Remember that. By repetition, I impress the lesson."

  "What lesson?"

  "The ultimately suicidal nature of military foolishness."

  "M'Lord, I don't ..."

  "Duncan, consider the inept Nunepi. He is the essence of this lesson."

  "Forgive my denseness, m'Lord, but I do not understand this thing about military ..."

  "They believe that by risking death they pay the price of any violent behavior against enemies of their own choosing. They have the invader mentality. Nunepi does not believe himself responsible for anything done against aliens."

  Idaho looked at the portal where the guards had taken Nunepi. "He tried and he lost, m'Lord."

  "But he cut himself loose from the restraints of the past and he objects to paying the price."

  "To his people, he's a patriot."

  "And how does he see himself, Duncan? As an instrument of history."

  Idaho lowered his voice and leaned closer to Leto.

  "How are you different, m'Lord?"

  Leto chuckled. "Ahhh, Duncan, how I love your perceptiveness. You have observed that I am the ultimate alien. Do you not wonder if I also can be a loser?"

  "The thought has crossed my mind."

  "Even losers can shroud themselves in the proud mantle of 'the past,' old friend."

  "Are you and Nunepi alike in that?"

  "Militant missionary religions can share this illusion of the 'proud past,' but few understand the ultimate peril to humankind--that false sense of freedom from responsibility for your own actions."

  "These are strange words, m'Lord. How do I take their meaning?"

  "Their meaning is whatever speaks to you. Are you incapable of listening?"

  "I have ears, m'Lord!"

  "Do you now? I cannot see them."

  "Here, m'lord. Here and here!" Idaho pointed at his own ears as he spoke.

  "But they do not hear. Therefore you have
no ears, neither here nor hear."

  "You make a joke of me, m'Lord?"

  "To hear is to hear. That which exists cannot be made into itself for it already exists. To be is to be."

  "Your strange words ..."

  "Are but words. I spoke them. They are gone. No one heard them, therefore they no longer exist. If they no longer exist, perhaps they can be made to exist again and then perhaps someone will hear them."

  "Why do you poke fun at me, m'Lord?"

  "I poke nothing at you except words. I do it without fear of offending because I have learned that you have no ears."

  "I don't understand you, m'Lord."

  "That is the beginning of knowledge--the discovery of something we do not understand."