The Georges and the Jewels by Jane Smiley
Melinda had white eyelashes and big eyes, which made her look like she had just seen a ghost. She reached out and put her fingers on the pony’s neck, then she said, in a very low voice, “Is he nice?”
“Oh, sure.”
“Is he always nice?”
“Well, we’ve only had him for about six months, but he’s always been during that time.”
“You’re a good rider.”
“But he’s well behaved anyway.” I waved toward Gloria. “She can’t ride very well, and he’s always fine with her, too.”
“My dad thinks I should have a show pony.”
I jumped off.
Getting Melinda onto the pony was a big job, as she was practically limp. It was like she could hardly hold herself up as soon as she stepped inside the ring. For one thing, she acted like she was sure one of the other horses might come running at us, and she kept flinching and looking over toward them. The lady gave her a leg up, but as Melinda bent her knee, she sort of crumpled. Finally, since Melinda was small, the lady just put her hands around her waist and set her on the pony. It was Gloria and I who put her feet into the stirrups. The lady fixed the reins in her hands. Melinda closed her eyes for a moment, took a deep breath, and gave the pony a kick. He walked away. He looked a little surprised to see me standing there, knowing that someone was on his back.
The thing was, she wasn’t a bad rider. Her heels were down and her thumbs were up and and she sat in the middle of the pony and went with the motion. It was hard to figure out why she was so scared. The pony understood the words “walk,” “trot,” and “halt” perfectly well and followed every one of the lady’s commands. They didn’t try a canter. I saw that a life here would be just what a nice pony deserved—not much to do and plenty of time to do it in.
After Melinda got down, Daddy and the lady went off to one side and parleyed for a while, and then he waved me over. He said, “Miss Slater would like to ask you a favor, Abby, dear.”
I adopted my most respectful look. She said, “Well, you know, Abby, Melinda’s dad would like to see the pony as a good investment, and he is a good investment, but I think he’ll need to be shown before Melinda will be ready to show him, so I wonder if you would mind coming over from time to time and taking him in our shows?”
I glanced at Daddy, then said, “I haven’t shown English before.” I showed western pleasure as a rule.
“But you’re a good rider and you say you’ve jumped the pony a lot, so we can try it. If the pony can’t show, I’m afraid that Melinda’s father—”
Won’t go for it. They didn’t have to tell me that. So I nodded. Daddy said, “Miss Slater, that’s very kind of you. Abby is eager for all kinds of experience—” and they shook hands. We spent another half an hour with Miss Slater. She gave the pony a real going-over, including holding each leg up really high and then having the pony trot off as soon as she dropped it, but the pony trotted off sound. She looked at his eyes and his teeth again and peered into his ears and ran her fingers the wrong way in his hair to check for funguses or parasites. She even spread apart the hair on the dock of his tail because if a horse has worms, he’ll rub his tail. But she didn’t find anything, and so she wrote Daddy a check, which he put in his pocket with a serious shake of the hand. It wasn’t until we were practically to the gate of the whole area that he started whooping and grinning. Of course, how much he got for the pony wasn’t my business or Gloria’s, but I knew he’d start bragging about it at some point. All he said to us was, “Well, girls, we can say a prayer of thanks, because the Lord has been good to us today.”
Gloria had been my friend for so long that even though she didn’t go to our church (and Mom said that, really, they didn’t go to any church, unless you called dropping in at St. Dunstan’s from time to time “churchgoing”), she never blinked at anything Daddy said about the Lord. All I said was, “Okay.” What I was thinking about was going to that horse show to ride the pony. I had heard about it—beautiful horses, and a lot of Thoroughbreds, and everyone perfectly dressed. The horses would have braided manes and tails and sometimes checkerboard patterns combed into their shining rumps. The people would all be wearing velvet hats and their boots would be clean all the way down to the soles, because grooms would prepare the horses. The whole thought made me nervous and excited all of a sudden, especially since I had said yes without really thinking. I let myself imagine it while we were driving through the pines, but then I put it out of my mind as just one of those things that grown-ups say but don’t mean.
Daddy was in a good mood for days after the sale of the pony, but I missed the little guy. I didn’t think that the girl Melinda felt comfortable enough to really take a liking to him, but I hoped she would at least pet him and give him treats.
In the meantime, now that Daddy had three thousand, five hundred dollars from the sale of a pony he had paid four hundred dollars for, he couldn’t wait to get back to Oklahoma and buy some more horses. During this period, he gave me a lot of business tips. For example, when the amount he got for the pony finally came out, he said, “Now, Abby, that extra five hundred dollars we got was because he was gray. Don’t forget that. A working horse who’s going to live outdoors shouldn’t be gray, because that just means that he’s going to look dirty all the time—no rancher has the time to wash that horse enough to keep him looking good. But a show horse, and especially a show pony, should be gray, because the judge can’t help watching that one just a little longer. A gray show pony stands out, and that’s why we got some more money for him. That’s a ‘premium.’” I don’t know that Daddy expected me to go into the horse business when I got older—his sisters got married and never kept up with their riding—but he didn’t have Danny to give his tips to any longer, so he gave them to me.
Chapter 6
WELL, THE MARE DIED. LITTLE JACK WAS A MONTH OLD TO THE day, Daddy was in Oklahoma getting ready to bring the horses back, with Uncle Luke to help him. Mom and I got up Saturday morning to feed the horses.
It wasn’t a bad morning—a little chilly, but dry. The first thing we said when we went out the front door was, “Is it too cold for him?” We had left the mare and the foal out for the night. We had done it twice before, because he was getting a little too big for the stall. We decided that it wasn’t too cold—he was a big boy and still furry with his foal coat. But as soon as we looked toward the mares’ corral, Mom said, “Uh-oh.” Normally, they would have been at the gate, waiting for their hay. I said, “Maybe it’s all right. Maybe there’s enough grass so that she isn’t that hungry.”
But it wasn’t all right. As soon as we got to the top of the hill and looked down, we could see the dark shape of the mare, lying stretched out on her side in the grass, and the foal standing above her, by her rump, poking at her with his nose. While we were running down the hill, she flopped her tail and lifted her head, then tried to lift her front end, but her head fell back into the grass. Jack gave a loud, high whinny, and that was when I started to cry, but we had to keep running anyway.
Mom did some things to try and figure out what was wrong with her—like kneeling down and listening to her belly sounds—but all I did was sit by her head and start to pet her. Even though it was cold, her neck was crusty with dried sweat. Another bad thing was that the hair around the top of her head was worn off, meaning that she would have been rolling around in pain for a long time. But she liked the petting. I stroked her face and ears, and she gave a few grunts and sighs. Mom said, “I think she colicked in the night. Rolling around with the pain might have given her an intestinal twist. Oh, dear. She has no gut sounds at all.” Horses always make gut sounds because their digestion is always working.
“She seemed fine when I gave them the hay last night.” I always did that around six.
“Oh, there’s no telling,” said Mom. “What a business.” Then she said, “Hey, darlin’, does your tummy hurt?”
I kept petting Pearl’s head and her neck, and she closed her eyes. In the m
“I’m sure he’s terribly hungry,” said Mom.
“Are you going to call the vet?”
Daddy hated it if we had to call the vet, even though sometimes we did. He maintained that he knew almost as much as most vets, and when they came and said, “Well, Mark, I don’t really know what to tell you,” you still had to pay them anyway.
Mom was stroking Pearl on the belly, long, kind strokes that the mare seemed to like. At any rate, her eyes were still closed. She said, “Abby, sweetheart, I don’t know what the vet could do. Look how swollen her belly is. That means the gases have already built up and the poisons have started to break down her insides. There’s nothing he could do that would save her. Honey, I hate to have to tell you this, but she’s going to die, and what we have to do is just keep her company. Do you understand that?”
I said, “Yeah. Yes, I do.”
She nodded. After a moment, she said, “Okay.”
So, we knelt by the mare for a few minutes, Mom stroking her belly and me stroking her head, and she seemed to quiet down and relax. I played with her mane a bit, too. Horses like you to scratch them lightly at the base of their manes, because that’s a spot they can’t reach themselves. But we couldn’t do anything with Jack. He was restless. He kept pushing at her and pawing the ground. Once in a while, he would take a few strands of grass between his lips, but then he would toss his head and spit them out. All the time he was making noise—little whinnies and nickers and grunts. He went around her a few times.
At one point, he stood behind her tail, reaching across her back leg, trying to nurse from her. He knew where the spot was, but since she was lying down, he couldn’t make it work. I was just on the verge of saying to Mom, “Maybe I should—” but I didn’t know what I should do, when the mare lifted her head and her shoulders. Mom and I backed away—there was no telling what she would do—and she heaved herself up, shoulders first. She rolled up on her breast and got her front legs under her and then made herself stand up. She gave a huge grunt, almost a groan. When she was up, she spread her legs to each side and kind of staggered in place. Mom was behind me, and she put her hands on my shoulders as if I were going to go and help the mare and she was going to stop me.
The mare stood there with her head down and her ears flopped, and the foal went to his accustomed spot and started to nurse. But it only lasted a minute. She couldn’t do it. She began to collapse, and the foal jumped out of the way. When she hit the ground, her eyes were already closed, and I think she died a minute or two later. By that time I was crying so hard I couldn’t see, and Mom was crying, too. We got down next to her and petted her and petted her. The foal kept whinnying.
After a little bit, Mom leaned over and listened to her chest, and then she sat up. “Honey, I’m going to get the foal’s halter.”
When she was gone, I sat back on my heels and looked at the mare. What had happened to her was invisible. Everything about her looked nice—her furry ears, her hooves, her shiny coat, her long tail. I thought of Daddy saying, “The Lord works in mysterious ways.” That certainly seemed to be true in this case. I wiped my eyes with my sleeve a couple of times. I couldn’t believe two things—how fast it all happened and how soundly we had slept all night when a hundred yards from the house, the mare was dying and the foal was—what? Terrified? Out of his mind? I didn’t know.
Mom came back with the halter and the lead rope. It took her a while to get the halter on Jack, because he was throwing his head and putting his nose down to touch the mare—he was very upset—but Mom was patient, and she talked to him in a low voice. She tried over and over, but when it didn’t work, she just kept talking and trying. When she finally had it on him, we had to lead him uphill away from the mare. He didn’t want to go. He would turn his head and whinny or stop and try to go back, but Mom wouldn’t let him. She didn’t exactly pull, but she didn’t let him go back, either.
My job was to walk alongside him, pushing him a little if he needed it, but otherwise just petting him and keeping him company. We had taught him to lead, so he went along well enough, but there was a terrible racket of whinnies and nickers, and I couldn’t believe how sad the sounds made me. I hated to leave the mare by herself down there, even though, as Daddy would have said, she was “happily departed.” We got Jack to the top of the hill, through the gate, and into the stall. Then Mom went into the house and brought out a big metal bowl and a half gallon of milk. I was standing outside the stall, leaning against the door, watching him rocket around in there, if anything more panicky than he had been.
We hadn’t taken his halter off, so Mom set down the bowl and the milk outside the stall and went in and caught him, snapping the lead rope back on his halter. Then she brought him to the door and said, “Pour some milk in the bottom of the bowl. Not too much. And bring it in.” Jack stood next to her, but he kept nodding. I don’t think he knew what he was doing.
Mom held him while I brought the bowl to his lips. As soon as I touched the milk to his muzzle, he started smacking them together, but then he put his head up. Mom said, “He doesn’t realize that milk is for drinking—he thinks it’s for suckling. He’s a baby. He’ll learn, though. Just hold it still.” The bowl wasn’t heavy, and there wasn’t much milk in it, so I held it as steadily as I could. For the first while, every time Jack got a taste of the milk, he would root upward, but then he learned to drink it (he had already learned to drink water, of course), and pretty soon, he had taken all the milk. Mom said, “Pour out some more. We’ll give him a little. But he has to get used to cow’s milk, so we can’t give him all he wants just yet.”
In the end, he probably drank about half a quart. Then Mom brought him some nice grass hay, not so much for him to eat, though a month-old foal would have tried a little of his mom’s hay from time to time—but more for him to play with.
By the time we had fed the Georges and the other mare (who was plenty interested in what was going on), I was exhausted. Mom was, too. All we had for breakfast was some Rice Krispies and an orange to split.
There was no calling Daddy—he was somewhere between Oklahoma and California with Uncle Luke and six horses, and unless something went wrong, he wouldn’t call us. Mom didn’t expect him until Sunday night. And she didn’t expect the truck from the rendering plant until Monday morning. “At least it’s pretty cold,” she said.
We went down the hill with a couple of old horse blankets and laid them over the body of the mare.
We fed Jack a little more of the milk. Otherwise, I stood outside his stall and watched him. He continued to be restless, and much of the time he just stared over the door of his stall, which he also kicked with his knees. I was sure he thought she would be coming up the hill any minute. When he was standing still, I approached him very quietly and started petting him on the neck, first little tickles and light brushings. He seemed to like that, so I made firmer and smoother strokes, down and down and down, and all the time saying, “It’s going to be all right, little guy. You’ll be all right.” I did it on one side of his neck and then on the other. He seemed to like it. I liked it. I didn’t really want to do anything else. Even though I had three horses to ride and my room to clean before the end of Saturday, I didn’t want to do anything but be with Jack.
When Daddy and Uncle Luke got home, with two geldings and four mares in Uncle Luke’s big rig, Daddy was not happy about the death of Pearl, but since he didn’t see it, he was more mad than sad. He wasn’t mad at me or Mom—we had done our best—he was just mad, or mad again, at the man who had sold him a pregnant mare in the first place.
During the course of the month since Jack’s foaling, Daddy had come around to accepting the colt and agreeing that he was a pretty boy—a very pretty boy. He had also looked under the mare’s upper lip and found a tattoo, which mea
And, of course, until the rendering truck came for Pearl, there was no place to put the new mares other than into stalls, which meant straw and cleaning and restlessness—after such a long ride, what they really needed was a chance to walk around and eat some grass. Daddy had planned to put the Georges and the mare and foal in for the night, divide up the new set into mares and geldings, and let them have the pastures until morning, but he didn’t want the new mares seeing the dead mare. When I asked him why, he said it was “just not good. Bad way to introduce them to the place.” And so there was more work—the geldings outside and six horses in for the night, including Jack, who was still staring and whinnying, but not as badly. We had fed him the milk ten times by then and watched him closely. He seemed okay, but the vet would have to look at him, just to be sure he was all right with it, and all right in general, when he came out to give all the new horses a once-over.
Uncle Luke was not born again. He and Daddy had always gone to the same church, and then Daddy accepted Jesus into his life and went to a different church. Uncle Luke didn’t quite understand the difference between the churches or didn’t care about the difference. Daddy felt a call to witness to Uncle Luke, but most of the time he kept it to himself. Uncle Luke was older than Daddy by about four years (Uncle John came in between them; he had died as a boy when a mule kicked him in the head), but he was shorter than Daddy by about four inches. He was bowlegged and almost bald. He always wore a bandanna tied around his head and a Stetson on top of that. He had a big silver buckle he’d won roping in the rodeo. His boots had purple morning glories tooled into the leather, and he always wore them because he said that you didn’t want to die before you wore out your best pair of boots.