The Scottish Prisoner by Diana Gabaldon
Major Siverly was the ostensible root of this tangle. He was a wicked man, if half what Captain Carruthers had written about him was true, but wicked men of that sort were far from unusual, he thought. Why did the Greys want so badly to get at the man?
John Grey, by his own words, because he felt a sense of obligation to his dead friend Carruthers. Jamie might have doubted that, but given his own conversations with the dead, he was obliged to admit that John Grey might hear his own voices and have his own debts to pay.
What about Pardloe, though? It wasn't Lord John who'd dragged Jamie to London and was forcing him to go to Ireland after Siverly. Did Pardloe feel such impersonal outrage at Siverly's corruption as to explain his actions? Was it part of his ideal of the army, of his own profession, that he could not bear such a man to be tolerated in it? Or was he doing it primarily to support his brother's quixotic quest?
Jamie admitted reluctantly that it might be all these things. He didn't pretend to understand the complexities of Pardloe's character, but he had strong evidence of the man's sense of family honor. He himself was alive only because of it.
But why him? Why did the Greys need him?
For the poem, first. The Wild Hunt, in Erse. That much, he could see. For while the Greys might have found someone among the Scottish or Irish regiments who had the Gaidhlig, it would be indiscreet--and possibly dangerous, given that they hadn't known what the document contained--to put knowledge of it in the hands of someone they couldn't control as they did Lally and him.
He grimaced at the thought of their control but put it aside.
So. Having brought him to London to translate the verse, was it then merely economical to make further use of him? That made sense only if Lord John actually required assistance to apprehend Siverly, and Jamie was not sure that he did. Whatever else you liked to say about the man, he was a competent soldier.
If it was a straight matter of showing Siverly the order to appear at a court-martial and escorting him there, John Grey could plainly do that without Jamie Fraser's help. Likewise, if it were a matter of arresting the man, a detachment of soldiers would accomplish it fine.
Ergo, it wasn't a straightforward matter. What the devil did they expect to happen? He closed his eyes and breathed slowly, letting the warm sweet fumes of well-rotted manure help to focus his mind.
Siverly might well simply refuse to come back with Lord John to England. Rather than face a court-martial, he might resign his commission and either stay in Ireland or depart--as so many had--to take service with a foreign army or to live abroad; peculation on the scale Pardloe had shown him must have given Siverly the means for that.
Should he so refuse--or hear of the matter beforehand and escape--then Jamie might be of use in finding or taking the man, yes. With a bit of practice, he'd likely get along in the Gaeilge well enough; he could make inquiries--and his way--in places where the Greys couldn't. And then there was the matter of connections. There were Jacobites in Ireland and in France who would show him courtesy for the sake of the Stuarts, as well as his own name, but who would turn a closed face and a deaf ear to the Greys, no matter what the virtue of their quest. Despite himself, his brain began to compile a list of names, and he shook his head violently to stop it.
Yes, he might be useful. But was the possibility of Siverly's flight enough?
He remembered what Lord John had said about Quebec. Siverly had saved John Grey's life during the battle there. He supposed Lord John might find it an embarrassment to arrest Siverly and thus prefer Jamie to haul him back to England. He would have thought that notion funny, had he not had firsthand experience with the Grey family's sense of honor.
Even that ... but there was a third possibility, wasn't there?
Siverly might fight. And Siverly might be killed.
"Jesus, Lord," he said softly.
What if Pardloe wanted Siverly killed? The possibility once named seemed as sure to him as if he'd seen it written down in rhymed couplets. Whatever the duchess had seemed to be saying to him in her nocturnal visit, there was something in the Siverly affair that touched her deeply--and what touched her, touched the duke.
He'd no idea what the connection was between the duchess and Edward Twelvetrees, but he was sure it was there. And the duchess had told him that Edward Twelvetrees was an intimate of Siverly's. Something moved in the web surrounding him, and he could feel the warning twitch of the sticky strand wrapped round his foot.
He took a long breath and let it out slowly.
In the cold light of logic, the answer was obvious--one answer, at least. Jamie was here because he was expendable. Better: because he could be made not to exist.
No one cared what became of a prisoner of war, especially not one held for so long, in such remote circumstances. The Dunsanys would not complain if he never came back, nor ask what had happened to him. His sister and Ian might--well, they would--make inquiries, but it would be a simple matter merely to inform them that he'd died of the flux or something, and leave it at that. They'd have no way of pursuing the matter or discovering the truth, even if they suspected they'd been lied to.
And if he were obliged to kill Siverly--or if it could be made to look as though he had--he shivered. He could be tried and hanged for it, if they cared to make the matter public; what would his word count for? Or John Grey could simply cut his throat and leave him sunk in an Irish bog, once he'd served his purpose, and tell the world what he liked.
He felt hot and cold together and found that he must make a conscious effort to keep breathing.
He'd thought that it would be a simple if annoying matter: do what Pardloe demanded, and be then returned to Helwater and William. But if it came to this ...
Some sound made him open his eyes, to see John Grey standing in front of him, openmouthed.
"I ... beg your pardon," Grey said, recovering himself with some effort. "I did not mean to disturb--"
"What the bloody hell are ye doing here!?" Without intent, he found himself on his feet, his fist bunched in Grey's shirtfront. Grey smartly jerked his forearm up, breaking Jamie's hold, and stepped back, stuffing his rumpled shirt back into his waistcoat.
"You are without doubt the touchiest son of a bitch I have ever encountered," Grey said, his face flushed. "And I include in that roster such men as my brother and the King of Prussia. Can you not behave like a civil being for more than ten minutes together?"
"Touchy, is it?" The blood was pounding in Jamie's temples, and it took some effort to keep his fists curled at his sides.
"I grant you, your situation is invidious," Grey said, making an obvious effort at conciliation. "I admit the provocation. However--"
"Invidious. Is that what ye call it? I am to be your cat's-paw. To preserve what ye're pleased to call your honor." He felt so far beyond fury that he spoke with perfect calm. "And ye call it provoking?"
"What?" Grey seized Jamie's sleeve as he made to turn away, and withstood the look of contempt directed at him. "What the devil do you mean by that?"
He jerked his sleeve out of Grey's hand.
"I speak English as well as you do, ye bloody coward, and ye take my meaning fine!"
Grey drew breath, and Jamie could see the thoughts cross the Englishman's face in rapid succession: the urge to lunge at him, the urge to make it more formal and call him out, a rush of unnameable calculation, and, finally--all within the space of a moment--a sudden clamping down, a forcible cooling of fury.
"Sit," Grey said through his teeth, jerking his head at the bucket.
"I am not a dog!"
Grey rubbed a hand over his face. "A casual observer might argue the point," he said. "But, no. I apologize for the implication. Come with me." He turned away, adding over his shoulder, "If you please, Mr. Fraser."
After a moment's hesitation, Jamie followed the man. There was no point in remaining with the garden rubbish, after all.
Grey pushed open the door of the glasshouse and beckoned him inside. It was near twilig
Pulsing with agitation, he followed Grey past a group of palms and gigantic things with leaves like the ragged ears of elephants. Round a corner, a group of wicker furniture stood beneath an enormous arbor covered with grapevines. Grey stopped short here and turned to him.
"I've had a bloody long day, and I want to sit down," he said. "You can suit yourself." He promptly collapsed into a basket chair and leaned back, thrust out his booted feet, and closed his eyes with a little sigh.
Jamie hesitated, not knowing whether to turn on his heel and leave, sit down in his turn, or pull John Grey out of the chair by his collar and punch him.
"We'll have a half hour or so of privacy here," Grey said, not opening his eyes. "The cook's already come for the vegetables, and Minerva's hearing Benjamin's recitation of Caesar. She won't come for the table flowers 'til he's done, and he's doing De Bello Gallico; he never gets past Fere libenter homines id quod volunt credunt without losing his place and having to start over."
Jamie recognized the passage without difficulty: Men always believe what they wish to believe. He pressed his lips tight together and sat down in the other basket chair, wicker creaking under his weight. Grey opened his eyes.
"Now. What exactly do you mean," he said, sitting up straight, "about cat's-paws and my so-called honor?"
The brief walk through the glasshouse and Grey's unexpected equanimity had defused something of Jamie's rage, but nothing had changed the conclusions he'd come to.
He considered it for a moment, but, after all, what was to be gained by keeping those conclusions to himself? Forewarned was forearmed, after all, and it might be no bad thing for the Greys to know he was forewarned.
He told Grey, shortly, what he'd been thinking and the conclusions to which he'd come, leaving out only the duchess's visit to his room--and William.
Grey listened, sitting quite still, with no change of expression until Jamie had finished. Then he rubbed a hand hard over his face and said, "Damn Hal!" under his breath.
The grapevines had been cut back for winter, but the new spring growth was well sprouted, delicate rusty leaves deckling the rough-knuckled vines that roped through the arbor. A faint draft moved through the rich air of the glasshouse, ruffling the leaves.
"Right," Grey said, dropping his hand. "You aren't a cat's-paw, to begin with. A stalking horse, perhaps. And for what the assurance is worth, I had nothing to do with your presence here, let alone the notion that you should accompany me to Ireland." He paused. "Do you believe that?" he asked, looking intently at Jamie.
"I do," Jamie said, after a brief silence.
"Good. I am, however, probably to blame for the fact that you are involved in this situation. My brother wished me to take that blasted poem to Helwater and request you to translate it. I refused, whereupon he took matters into his own hands." He made a small gesture, indicating exasperated resignation.
"My interest in the matter is exactly what Hal told you. My friend Carruthers entrusted me with the job of bringing Major Siverly to a court-martial, and I will do that." He paused once more. "Do you believe me?"
"Aye, I do," Jamie said reluctantly. "But His Grace ..."
"My brother does not let go of things," Grey observed. "You may have noticed that."
"I have."
"But he is not, to the best of my knowledge, either a murderer or an unprincipled knave."
"I'm obliged to take your word for it, Colonel."
"You may," Grey said politely. "He can--and will, I'm afraid--use you to accomplish his ends regarding Siverly, but those ends do not include either kidnapping or murder, and he intends you no harm. In fact"--he hesitated for a moment, but then firmed his jaw and went on, eyes fixed on the hands that hung between his knees--"should this venture end in success, I think I can promise you that you will ... benefit from it."
"In what way?" Jamie asked sharply.
"As to that ... I cannot make specific promises without consulting my brother and ... perhaps other people. But I do promise that you will not be harmed by the ... association."
Jamie made a noise in his throat, on the verge of rudeness, indicating what he thought of the Greys' promises, and Grey's head snapped up, his eyes direct, their pale blue darkened by the fading light.
"Either you take me at my word, Mr. Fraser," he said, "or you don't. Which is it?"
Jamie met his eyes and didn't look away. The light had dimmed to a sea of gray-green dusk, but the flush that rose now in Grey's face was still visible. It was the same dim light that had lain between them in the stable at Helwater, the last time they had spoken privately.
The last time he had taken Grey at his word. He had come within an inch of killing the man then--and both of them recalled that moment vividly.
Grey had said on that occasion, his voice barely audible with his passion, "I tell you, sir--were I to take you to my bed--I could make you scream. And by God, I would do it."
Jamie had swung with all his force, by simple reflex--not so much at Grey, but at the memory of Jack Randall that Grey's words unleashed in him--and had, by a miracle, missed. He sat without moving now, every muscle in his body hard as rock and aching with the memory of violence, of Jack Randall, and of what had happened in the dungeon of Wentworth prison.
Neither one of them would--or could--look away. There were sounds in the garden, people moving to and fro, the door to the house slamming, a distant treble of children's voices.
"Why did ye follow me?" Jamie asked at last. The words didn't seemed to be shaped right; they felt strange in his mouth. "This afternoon."
He saw the look of surprise bloom on Grey's face, pale in the gloom of the grape arbor. And remembered the same look on the man's face when he had opened his eyes half an hour earlier, to see Grey standing in front of him.
"I didn't," Grey said simply. "I was looking for a place to be alone for a bit. And you were there."
Jamie breathed deep and, with an effort that felt like lifting a cannon, rose to his feet.
"I'll take ye at your word," he said, and went out.
IT HAD BEEN a long day. Grey dressed for the evening meal, feeling tired but at peace, as though he had climbed some arduous peak and found himself now safe upon its summit. There might be more mountains to climb tomorrow, but for the moment the sun had gone down, the campfire had been lit, and he could eat his supper with an easy mind.
Tom Byrd was packing; they would leave in the morning for Dublin, and the room was strewn with stockings, hairbrushes, powder, shirts, and whatever else Tom considered essential to the credit of his employer's public appearance. Grey never would have believed that all of these items would fit into one trunk and a couple of portmanteaux, had he not seen Tom accomplish the feat repeatedly.
"Have you packed up Captain Fraser already?" he asked, pulling on his stockings.
"Oh, yes, me lord," Tom assured him. "Everything save what he's wearing--and his nightshirt, to be sure," he added as an afterthought. "I did try to make him wear powder for supper," he said, with an air of reproach. "He says it makes him sneeze."
Grey laughed and went down, meeting Hal on the stairs. His brother brandished a small book at him.
"Look what I've got!"
"Let me see ... No! Where did you get it?"
"It" was a copy of Harry Quarry's book of poetry, entitled Certain Verses Upon the Subject of Eros. The original, which Grey had presented to Denis Diderot, had been bound in calfskin, whereas this copy was a much cheaper version, done with plain buckram covers, and selling--according to the cover--at half a shilling a copy.
"Mr. Beasley had it. He says he bought it at Stubbs's print-shop, in Fleet Street. I recognized it in
"No, I hadn't the chance--only heard a few choice bits that Diderot read out over the piss pot ... Oh, Christ!" He'd flipped the book open at random and now read out, "Bent upon scratching his unseemly itch / This self-fellating son of a bitch ..."
Hal gave a strangled whoop and laughed so hard that he had to lean momentarily against the wall for support. "Self-fellating? Is that even possible?"
"You're asking me? I certainly can't do it," said Grey.
"I havena any personal experience in that regard myself," said a dry Scottish voice behind him, "but dogs dinna seem to find it difficult."
Both Greys swung round, startled; they hadn't heard him approach. He looked well, John thought, with a slight sense of pride. Upon Fraser's arrival, Minnie had sent hastily to the Pettigrews, who kept a pair of immense blackamoor servants to carry their sedan chair, and borrowed a fairly new suit of livery. The shirt had been washed, starched, and ironed and the plain coat and waistcoat well brushed, and while neither the color--a deep navy blue--nor style were what a fashionable gentleman would wear, it suited Fraser's own vivid coloring amazing well.
"It is possible, though," Fraser added, coming even with them. "For a man, I mean."
Hal had straightened up at Fraser's arrival but didn't abandon his own amusement, smiling broadly at Fraser's remark.
"Really? Dare I ask how you come by this knowledge, Captain?"
Fraser's mouth twitched slightly, and he shot a glance at Grey. He answered Hal readily, though.
"On one memorable evening in Paris, some years ago, I was the guest of the Duc di Castellotti, a gentleman with ... individual tastes. He took a number of his dinner guests on a tour of some of the city's more interesting establishments, one of which featured a pair of acrobats. Extremely"--he paused--"flexible." Hal laughed and turned to his brother.
"D'you think Harry's writing from personal experience, John?"
"It's my impression that Colonel Quarry has considerable experience of various kinds upon which to draw," Fraser said, before John could answer. "Though I shouldna have taken him for a man of letters. D'ye mean to say that he composed that remarkable bit o' verse?"
"Astonishingly enough, yes," Hal said. "And quite a lot more of a similar nature, if I am to believe the reports. Wouldn't think it to look at him, would you?"