Rock Chick Regret by Kristen Ashley
“Who?” I asked.
“My Sadie.”
And, indeed, there I was.
And being there, Hector’s Sadie smiled.
Chapter Twenty-Three
Fred and Wilma
Sadie
I felt warmth at my neck, it moved up and then fingers sifted into my hair.
This was such a pleasant sensation, my mind decided to come awake, I opened my eyes and looked up.
“Hi,” I said softly to Hector who was sitting on the edge of the couch. I was on my side, hands in prayer position under my cheek, my knees bent and his hips were in the crook of my lap.
“If I didn’t see it for myself, mamita, I’d ask if you got any paint on the wall,” he said right before his hand left my hair and his index finger slid across my cheek and down the side of my mouth. I knew he was tracing a paint mark, just one of many.
I ignored what his soft touch did to my body and got up on an elbow, one hand pulling the hair away from my face and getting stuck in the paint-clogged tangles.
“Painting’s kind of messy,” I informed him.
His eyes gave me a hair, face and torso scan. “It’s not that messy.”
I grinned and pushed all the way up, going behind him, and got to my feet. I leaned in, grabbed his hand, pulled him up and said, “Come look.”
I dragged him from the north room to the south room and we stood in the middle.
I was thrilled with the results. The dusky gray went great with the dusky gray-blue of the other room. There were all sorts of ways to tie the rooms together, toss pillows, throws, pictures, the mind boggled with the options (at least mine did). It was perfect.
I dropped his hand and pointed to the bottom of the walls.
“You said don’t worry about the skirting boards, you were going to put wood ones in. Look!” I cried happily. “Matt helped by yanking off the old ones. He threw them in a pile in the backyard.”
Hector wasn’t looking at where the skirting boards used to be, he was looking at me.
“Matt was here to watch you, not help renovate the room,” Hector told me.
I waved my hand in between us. “I know, that’s okay. Duke came by and helped him, they never left me alone. Promise.” Then I looked around. “Where’s Matt anyway?”
“I let him go. I’m on duty now.”
“Oh! Okay!” I chirped and then put my hand to his shoulder and turned him toward the fireplace. “While they were doing that, since we couldn’t paint, Roxie, Ava, Stella, Ralphie and I stripped the wood on the fireplace. Isn’t that wood fantastic? Who in their right minds would paint wood like that?” I asked and didn’t wait for an answer. “As you can see, we couldn’t get in some of the grooves but Duke said there’s some goo you can brush on to loosen it up and scrape it out. He’s going to bring some by tomorrow.”
Hector was looking at the fireplace but his arm slid along my shoulders and he pulled me to his side.
“I’ve got the ‘goo’,” he said to the fireplace but I saw his lips twitching. “It’s in the kitchen.”
“Fantastic!” I cried, clapping my hands then I threw out an arm. “We all painted, we did the ceiling white, like you did in the other room. Ava did the edging because she’s an artist and she has a steady hand. It didn’t take any time at all with the five of us and we even did two coats. I think it looks fab. Don’t you?” I tilted my head to look up at him, he was watching me, eyes amused and he nodded. I smiled and went on, “Duke says we got the order wrong, we should have painted before we sanded the floors. Now I have to sand the paint splodges off.”
Hector curled me into his front and looked down at me. “We didn’t get the order wrong. You didn’t ask to paint. You asked to sand the floors.”
I blinked at him as I slid my arms loosely around his waist. “Oh. You should have said.”
“You seemed all fired up to sand. I didn’t want to disappoint you,” he explained.
My belly went into melt mode (yes, over Hector letting me sand his floors!).
How bizarre was that?
I shook it off, too excited by the news I had to impart on him, I couldn’t think about my melted belly.
“Anyway, Duke’s coming over tomorrow to stain the floors and he’s going to show me how!” I announced like Duke promised a one-day, comprehensive course in the intricacies of neurosurgery.
Hector grinned but said, “Not to put a damper on your good time, mamita, and as much as I appreciate Duke’s help, I wanna walk on my floors, not Duke’s.”
Oh. Wow.
He wanted to refinish his own floors.
That got a belly melt too!
Seriously, I was so weird!
“No worries,” I told Hector, again ignoring the belly melt. “I’ll break it to Duke.”
He bent his head and touched his mouth briefly to mine. “We get your business done, this weekend, we’ll finish the floors. Then we’ll have somewhere to sit other than the bed.”
I leaned further into him, liking that idea. Liking it loads.
It was not a surprise that got a belly melt too.
“Okay,” I said softly.
His eyes went over my face and hair again then he informed me, “Takin’ you out to dinner, get showered.”
“Okay,” I repeated, smiled at him, pulled away and headed to the stairs.
I was up three steps when Hector called, “We’re goin’ to Lincoln’s.” I stopped, looked at him and he went on, “It’s a roadhouse, you wear your designer armor, we’re likely to get ejected.”
I didn’t answer, he was grinning at me and I knew he was teasing. I just shook my head in a non-verbal “whatever”, trying to suppress my own grin (and failing) and headed upstairs.
I took a shower, scrubbed off the paint and thought about my day.
Outside of waking up kidnapped and the hours after that were in Jerry the Swine’s company, that day had been the second best day of my life.
Hector and I had breakfast at a greasy spoon and Detective Marker joined us for coffee at the end. I told them both about Jerry spilling that my father told him to take down the Balduccis one-by-one and I told them about the money.
Even though I’d been convinced this wouldn’t faze me, it did. There was something about knowing my father ordered Jerry to protect me, he was avenging me against the Balduccis and he wanted me to be comfortable, money-wise, that made me feel that eensy bit like the traitor Jerry called me.
On the other hand, he’d had me kidnapped, maybe murdered my mother and, as Hector put it, “didn’t mind mess”. So, even though way in the back of my mind I wondered if I was doing the right thing as a daughter, I, at least, didn’t have to wonder about being a good citizen.
During my story, Detective Marker and Hector exchanged some knowing glances but didn’t share with me and I didn’t push it. They both told me I did a great job and they also told me (weirdly) no matter what, I was not to let my father give me the Caymans account information.
For the most part, Hector listened without reaction except when I told them some of Jerry’s threats and commentary. Those little nuggets made his eyes go dark and that muscle leap in his cheek (so I didn’t share half of it, I thought that was wise).
Then, as he told me he would, Hector took me to Home Depot and we went to the paint section. I picked the color, Hector approved, the paint guy squirted some dye into cans, shook the big buckets in a killer, wild, shaking machine that I liked so much, I told Hector I wanted to buy one (this made Hector burst out laughing for some reason I did not get, okay, so I probably didn’t have that much paint to mix, but seriously, anyone could see it was a cool machine).
Matt (a.k.a. Surfer Dude Hottie) was waiting on Hector’s porch with Ralphie and YoYo (Ralphie holding a s’more latte from Tex) when we got to Hector’s house. Then Hector gave me a hot, long, leg-buckling kiss and took off. Ava, Stella and Roxie (called by Ralphie) showed up ten minutes later, Duke (called by Roxie) half an hour after that.
Then the
It might be a little weird that I liked painting, sanding and all that but I didn’t care.
Not even a little bit.
I finished the shower and put some goo on my scabbed over tattoo. Then I swiped my face with powder, went a bit heavier than normal on the blusher, took some time on shading my eyes with three different colors, slapped on mascara and did the lip gloss routine. I gunked up my hair with smoothing elixir, gave it a quick blow dry, gunked it up more with pommade and then left it loose to fall down my shoulders and back.
I went back to the bedroom and tore through my overnight bag. I’d packed heavy but I had nothing to wear to a roadhouse. Even if I had my whole wardrobe handy, I’d still have nothing to wear to a roadhouse. In fact, I wasn’t certain sure I knew what a roadhouse was.
Instead of calling downstairs and asking Hector (which might be embarrassing), I put on a pair of black, low-rider cords, my rose-stamped silver-buckled belt, a wrap-around lilac sweater with bell sleeves that showed some cleavage and my motorcycle boots. I figured the lilac sweater was pushing the boundaries of what was acceptable at a roadhouse but the boots balanced it out.
Then me and my boots clomped downstairs. It was dark outside but Hector had the overhead light on in the living room and, again, I admired the new walls. The difference was astonishing and it looked like our work took us leaps ahead in making Hector’s house a home. There was actual physical evidence that I accomplished something and that felt nice.
I found Hector in the kitchen sitting on the countertop sorting through mail.
His head came up when I walked in. He did a full body scan, hair to boots then up again, stopping at my breasts.
His eyes lifted to mine. “You got a tank to wear under that?”
I looked down at myself. “Under what?” I asked stupidly for where else would you wear a tank?
“Your sweater,” Hector answered.
I looked out the window at the darkness. “Is it that cold?”
Hector didn’t answer me so my gaze swung back to him and I saw his face was the same mixture of hard and soft it was when he talked to Ralphie yesterday.
“Come here,” he demanded and, without question, I did.
When I got close he spread his legs and I took that as my cue and walked between them. When I felt his heat, I stopped, put my hands on his hard thighs and his hands came to my neck.
“I forget, with all the shit that’s gone down, we don’t know each other that well so I’ll explain somethin’ about me you gotta understand.”
Oh my.
I didn’t have a good feeling about this.
I decided to gird.
It was a good decision.
“What?” I asked.
His thumbs started circling on my neck which felt nice but even so, I did my best to pay attention when he started talking.
“You were just a beautiful woman. Now you’re my beautiful woman. What you got under your clothes is for me. No one else. They don’t look. They don’t touch. That’s the deal. Yeah?”
I stared at him, speechless, which was a good thing because if I had words, I would have said them so loudly the neighbors would hear.
“Now,” he went on, either not feeling or not caring about the badder than bad vibes emanating from me directly toward him, “go put on a tank.”
That’s when I found my words.
“Maybe I should go put on my ragged white dress and stone necklace and you can put on your leopard skin tunic and we can pedal in our stone car to the roadhouse before you go bowling with Barney and I go shopping with Betty, Fred.”
His thumbs stopped circling and his eyes narrowed.
“You wanna repeat that?” His voice was low with warning, telling me that, no, I didn’t want to repeat it, I wanted to run upstairs and put on a tank.
This, of course, I did not do.
“I’m referring to the Flintstones who lived in the Stone Age.”
“I know what you’re referrin’ to.”
“My point is, Hector and Sadie are not Fred and Wilma. We don’t live in the Stone Age. We live in the here and now, where women show cleavage and men don’t tell their women what to wear.”
“I asked nice.”
“You didn’t ask, you told.”
“All right, I told nice.”
I had no answer because this was true.
I still was not going to put on a tank.
Therefore, coming to a verbal stalemate, we locked eyes and went into stare down mode.
This lasted a long time, so long, I quivered internally and was about to give in when Hector blew out a sigh.
“You’re not gonna give in, are you?” he asked.
“No,” I lied, I was so going to give in.
He looked over my shoulder and muttered, “Fuck.”
I tried hard not to smile. It would be bad sportsmanship.
Instead, I said, “Painting’s hard work, I’m hungry.”
His eyes came back to mine and I was pleased to see he wasn’t angry but I couldn’t say he wasn’t annoyed.
I could handle annoyed.
“Let’s go.” He pushed me back, jumped off the counter in front of me and tagged my hand, walking me to the back of the house rather than the front where he always parked his Bronco.
We went into the little mudroom off the kitchen that was full of more boots (yes, more boots!), more renovation equipment and other masculine detritus. He reached up on a shelf and pulled down two, black, visored motorcycle helmets and he handed me one.
I stared at the helmet in my hand then up at Hector, my heart beating a little faster.
“You have a bike?” I asked.
“Yeah,” he replied.
My heart started beating even faster and I could feel my lips forming a smile.
“I’ve never ridden on a bike.”
His hand came to my neck and he lost his annoyed look.
“Tonight’s your night, mamita.”
Then he put a hand to the small of my back and turned me to the door.
* * * * *
“I’m gonna get us more beers,” I told the table which included Luke and Ava who were at Lincoln’s when we arrived. They’d only just sat down and got their drinks so Ava told us it was perfect timing. They did a seat shuffle, Luke sat by Ava at the tall table by the bar, her on the inside by the wall, Hector sat by me, I was across from Ava.
We ordered “Cajun Popcorn” as an appetizer (battered, deep-fried crawfish) and I got a meatloaf cheeseburger with fries. Even after the Cajun Popcorn, I ate every last bite of my burger and every single fry and I didn’t even care. Manual labor made you ravenous. Blanca would be thrilled.
I loved Lincoln’s. There were interesting people there, not just bikers but also urbanites, probably from the local neighborhood. It was worn in but not worn out and the waitresses were super friendly.
I also loved Hector’s bike mainly because it meant I could get transported from one place to the other with my front plastered to Hector’s hard, hot back, my arms around his tight abs and the wind hitting me everywhere. I decided the minute we hit the road and picked up speed there was nothing in the whole, wide world better than that.
I grabbed my wallet out of my purse and popped off the barstool, rounding Hector but I only got a step away before I was halted by fingers curling into the waistband of my cords. I looked back as Hector pulled me to him and his mouth came to my ear.
“Give me your wallet and put it on the tab,” he muttered in my ear.
“I’ve got money,” I told him.
“Mi cielo, wallet.” His tone didn’t invite discussion.
I figured I was lucky to get away with the “Fred and Wilma” argument so I wasn’t going to push my luck. I cocked my arm so my hand with the wallet was over my shoulder. He took it from me then kept talking in my ear.
“This end of the bar, I wanna be able to see you at all times.”
I turned my head, nodded to him and he let me go.
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It felt good to be looked after.
“Four Fat Tires,” I called to the bartender when he jerked his chin at me.
I felt a presence slide in beside me and I looked to my right then over the shoulder of the beautiful, dark-haired woman there to ascertain if I could still see Hector. I could so my body settled.
“I’m Natalie,” the woman said and my surprised eyes went to her.
Wow. She was nice. Walking right up to me and introducing herself.
“Hi. I’m Sadie,” I returned the niceness.
“Saw you with Hector,” she said to me.
I blinked at her, not certain sure where this was going and thinking it might not be nice at all.
“Yes,” I said hesitantly.
She leaned in. “Not bein’ a bitch or anything, but, girl to girl, be careful.”
I blinked again.
“What?”
“Hector. Be careful. He’s a dawg.”
“A dog?”
“A dawg,” she repeated.
My eyes narrowed and my back went straight. “He’s not a dog. He’s a man.”
“Not a dog, a dawg, d-a-w-g. Dawg. A player.”
I knew what a player was.
I looked back over her shoulder at Hector. He was listening to Ava, however Luke, I noted, was watching me.
My eyes went to Natalie. “Maybe you’re thinking of a different Hector,” I tried.
“Nope. He’s nailed me and half the women in this place. Girls look at him as a challenge, I know because I did it too. He’s got the reputation for bein’ good, as in good, which, by the way, he was, off the fuckin’ charts. He’s also got a reputation for not hangin’ around, at all, not even spendin’ the night in most cases. Every girl here probably thought she’d be the one to get a return visit but, far’s I know, he never went back twice, not to me, not to anyone.”
After the words “nailed me” I felt like she started repeatedly punching me in the stomach.
Hector had sex with Natalie?
And half the women in this place?
I looked around the bar scanning the women. Luckily, the place wasn’t packed but it was relatively busy. Busy enough to mean, if this was true, Hector had been busy.