Collected Stories by Henry James
It so happened, however, that the day after she threw Lady Maresfield’s invitation into the waste-paper basket she received a visit from a certain Mrs Donovan, whom she had occasionally seen in Hill Street. She vaguely knew this lady for a busybody, but she was in a situation which even busybodies might alleviate. Mrs Donovan was poor, but honest – so scrupulously honest that she was perpetually returning visits she had never received. She was always clad in weather-beaten sealskin, and had an odd air of being prepared for the worst, which was borne out by her denying that she was Irish. She was of the English Donovans.
‘Dear child, won’t you go out with me?’ she asked.
Rose looked at her a moment and then rang the bell. She spoke of something else, without answering the question, and when the servant came she said: ‘Please tell Mrs Tramore that Mrs Donovan has come to see her.’
‘Oh, that’ll be delightful; only you mustn’t tell your grandmother!’ the visitor exclaimed.
‘Tell her what?’
‘That I come to see your mamma.’
‘You don’t,’ said Rose.
‘Sure I hoped you’d introduce me!’ cried Mrs Donovan, compromising herself in her embarrassment.
‘It’s not necessary; you knew her once.’
‘Indeed and I’ve known every one once,’ the visitor confessed.
Mrs Tramore, when she came in, was charming and exactly right; she greeted Mrs Donovan as if she had met her the week before last, giving her daughter such a new illustration of her tact that Rose again had the idea that it was no wonder ‘people’ had liked her. The girl grudged Mrs Donovan so fresh a morsel as a description of her mother at home, rejoicing that she would be inconvenienced by having to keep the story out of Hill Street. Her mother went away before Mrs Donovan departed, and Rose was touched by guessing her reason – the thought that since even this circuitous personage had been moved to come, the two might, if left together, invent some remedy. Rose waited to see what Mrs Donovan had in fact invented.
‘You won’t come out with me then?’
‘Come out with you?’
‘My daughters are married. You know I’m a lone woman. It would be an immense pleasure to me to have so charming a creature as yourself to present to the world.’
‘I go out with my mother,’ said Rose, after a moment.
‘Yes, but sometimes when she’s not inclined?’
‘She goes everywhere she wants to go,’ Rose continued, uttering the biggest fib of her life and only regretting it should be wasted on Mrs Donovan.
‘Ah, but do you go everywhere you want?’ the lady asked sociably.
‘One goes even to places one hates. Every one does that.’
‘Oh, what I go through!’ this social martyr cried. Then she laid a persuasive hand on the girl’s arm. ‘Let me show you at a few places first, and then we’ll see. I’ll bring them all here.’
‘I don’t think I understand you,’ replied Rose, though in Mrs Donovan’s words she perfectly saw her own theory of the case reflected. For a quarter of a minute she asked herself whether she might not, after all, do so much evil that good might come. Mrs Donovan would take her out the next day, and be thankful enough to annex such an attraction as a pretty girl. Various consequences would ensue and the long delay would be shortened; her mother’s drawing-room would resound with the clatter of teacups.
‘Mrs Bray’s having some big thing next week; come with me there and I’ll show you what I mane,’ Mrs Donovan pleaded.
‘I see what you mane,’ Rose answered, brushing away her temptation and getting up. ‘I’m much obliged to you.’
‘You know you’re wrong, my dear,’ said her interlocutress, with angry little eyes.
‘I’m not going to Mrs Bray’s.’
‘I’ll get you a kyard; it’ll only cost me a penny stamp.’
‘I’ve got one,’ said the girl, smiling.
‘Do you mean a penny stamp?’ Mrs Donovan, especially at departure, always observed all the forms of amity. ‘You can’t do it alone, my darling,’ she declared.
‘Shall they call you a cab?’ Rose asked.
‘I’ll pick one up. I choose my horse. You know you require your start,’ her visitor went on.
‘Excuse my mother,’ was Rose’s only reply.
‘Don’t mention it. Come to me when you need me. You’ll find me in the Red Book.’
‘It’s awfully kind of you.’
Mrs Donovan lingered a moment on the threshold. ‘Who will you have now, my child?’ she appealed.
‘I won’t have any one!’ Rose turned away, blushing for her. ‘She came on speculation,’ she said afterwards to Mrs Tramore.
Her mother looked at her a moment in silence. ‘You can do it if you like, you know.’
Rose made no direct answer to this observation; she remarked instead: ‘See what our quiet life allows us to escape.’
‘We don’t escape it. She has been here an hour.’
‘Once in twenty years! We might meet her three times a day.’
‘Oh, I’d take her with the rest!’ sighed Mrs Tramore; while her daughter recognised that what her companion wanted to do was just what Mrs Donovan was doing. Mrs Donovan’s life was her ideal.
On a Sunday, ten days later, Rose went to see one of her old governesses, of whom she had lost sight for some time and who had written to her that she was in London, unoccupied and ill. This was just the sort of relation into which she could throw herself now with inordinate zeal; the idea of it, however, not preventing a foretaste of the queer expression in the excellent lady’s face when she should mention with whom she was living. While she smiled at this picture she threw in another joke, asking herself if Miss Hack could be held in any degree to constitute the nucleus of a circle. She would come to see her, in any event – come the more the further she was dragged down. Sunday was always a difficult day with the two ladies – the afternoons made it so apparent that they were not frequented. Her mother, it is true, was comprised in the habits of two or three old gentlemen – she had for a long time avoided male friends of less than seventy – who disliked each other enough to make the room, when they were there at once, crack with pressure. Rose sat for a long time with Miss Hack, doing conscientious justice to the conception that there could be troubles in the world worse than her own; and when she came back her mother was alone, but with a story to tell of a long visit from Mr Guy Mangler, who had waited and waited for her return. ‘He’s in love with you; he’s coming again on Tuesday,’ Mrs Tramore announced.
‘Did he say so?’
‘That he’s coming back on Tuesday?’
‘No, that he’s in love with me.’
‘He didn’t need, when he stayed two hours.’
‘With you? It’s you he’s in love with, mamma!’
‘That will do as well,’ laughed Mrs Tramore. ‘For all the use we shall make of him!’ she added in a moment.
‘We shall make great use of him. His mother sent him.’
‘Oh, she’ll never come!’
‘Then he sha’n’t,’ said Rose. Yet he was admitted on the Tuesday, and after she had given him his tea Mrs Tramore left the young people alone. Rose wished she hadn’t – she herself had another view. At any rate she disliked her mother’s view, which she had easily guessed. Mr Mangler did nothing but say how charming he thought his hostess of the Sunday, and what a tremendously jolly visit he had had. He didn’t remark in so many words ‘I had no idea your mother was such a good sort’; but this was the spirit of his simple discourse. Rose liked it at first – a little of it gratified her; then she thought there was too much of it for good taste. She had to reflect that one does what one can and that Mr Mangler probably thought he was delicate. He wished to convey that he desired to make up to her for the injustice of society. Why shouldn’t her mother receive gracefully, she asked (not audibly) and who had ever said she didn’t? Mr Mangler had a great deal to say about the disappointment of his own parent over Miss Tramore’s not
‘Lady Maresfield knows why I didn’t come,’ Rose answered at last.
‘Ah, now, but I don’t, you know; can’t you tell me?’ asked the young man.
‘It doesn’t matter, if your mother’s clear about it.’
‘Oh, but why make such an awful mystery of it, when I’m dying to know?’
He talked about this, he chaffed her about it for the rest of his visit: he had at last found a topic after his own heart. If her mother considered that he might be the emblem of their redemption he was an engine of the most primitive construction. He stayed and stayed; he struck Rose as on the point of bringing out something for which he had not quite, as he would have said, the cheek. Sometimes she thought he was going to begin: ‘By the way, my mother told me to propose to you.’ At other moments he seemed charged with the admission: ‘I say, of course I really know what you’re trying to do for her,’ nodding at the door: ‘therefore hadn’t we better speak of it frankly, so that I can help you with my mother, and more particularly with my sister Gwendolen, who’s the difficult one? The fact is, you see, they won’t do anything for nothing. If you’ll accept me they’ll call, but they won’t call without something “down”.’ Mr Mangler departed without their speaking frankly, and Rose Tramore had a hot hour during which she almost entertained, vindictively, the project of ‘accepting’ the limpid youth until after she should have got her mother into circulation. The cream of the vision was that she might break with him later. She could read that this was what her mother would have liked, but the next time he came the door was closed to him, and the next and the next.
In August there was nothing to do but to go abroad, with the sense on Rose’s part that the battle was still all to fight; for a round of country visits was not in prospect, and English watering-places constituted one of the few subjects on which the girl had heard her mother express herself with disgust. Continental autumns had been indeed for years, one of the various forms of Mrs Tramore’s atonement, but Rose could only infer that such fruit as they had borne was bitter. The stony stare of Belgravia could be practised at Homburg; and somehow it was inveterately only gentlemen who sat next to her at the table d’hôte at Cadenabbia. Gentlemen had never been of any use to Mrs Tramore for getting back into society; they had only helped her effectually to get out of it. She once dropped, to her daughter, in a moralising mood, the remark that it was astonishing how many of them one could know without its doing one any good. Fifty of them – even very clever ones – represented a value inferior to that of one stupid woman. Rose wondered at the offhand way in which her mother could talk of fifty clever men; it seemed to her that the whole world couldn’t contain such a number. She had a sombre sense that mankind must be dull and mean. These cogitations took place in a cold hotel, in an eternal Swiss rain, and they had a flat echo in the transalpine valleys, as the lonely ladies went vaguely down to the Italian lakes and cities. Rose guided their course, at moments, with a kind of aimless ferocity; she moved abruptly, feeling vulgar and hating their life, though destitute of any definite vision of another life that would have been open to her. She had set herself a task and she clung to it; but she appeared to herself despicably idle. She had succeeded in not going to Homburg waters, where London was trying to wash away some of its stains; that would be too staring an advertisement of their situation. The main difference in situations to her now was the difference of being more or less pitied, at the best an intolerable danger; so that the places she preferred were the unsuspicious ones. She wanted to triumph with contempt, not with submission.
One morning in September, coming with her mother out of the marble church at Milan, she perceived that a gentleman who had just passed her on his way into the cathedral and whose face she had not noticed, had quickly raised his hat, with a suppressed ejaculation. She involuntarily glanced back; the gentleman had paused, again uncovering, and Captain Jay stood saluting her in the Italian sunshine. ‘Oh, good-morning!’ she said, and walked on, pursuing her course; her mother was a little in front. She overtook her in a moment, with an unreasonable sense, like a gust of cold air, that men were worse than ever, for Captain Jay had apparently moved into the church. Her mother turned as they met, and suddenly, as she looked back, an expression of peculiar sweetness came into this lady’s eyes. It made Rose’s take the same direction and rest a second time on Captain Jay, who was planted just where he had stood a minute before. He immediately came forward, asking Rose with great gravity if he might speak to her a moment, while Mrs Tramore went her way again. He had the expression of a man who wished to say something very important; yet his next words were simple enough and consisted of the remark that he had not seen her for a year.
‘Is it really so much as that?’ asked Rose.
‘Very nearly. I would have looked you up, but in the first place I have been very little in London, and in the second I believed it wouldn’t have done any good.’
‘You should have put that first,’ said the girl. ‘It wouldn’t have done any good.’
He was silent over this a moment, in his customary deciphering way; but the view he took of it did not prevent him from inquiring, as she slowly followed her mother, if he mightn’t walk with her now. She answered with a laugh that it wouldn’t do any good but that he might do as he liked. He replied without the slightest manifestation of levity that it would do more good than if he didn’t, and they strolled together, with Mrs Tramore well before them, across the big, amusing piazza, where the front of the cathedral makes a sort of builded light. He asked a question or two and he explained his own presence: having a month’s holiday, the first clear time for several years, he had just popped over the Alps. He inquired if Rose had recent news of the old lady in Hill Street, and it was the only tortuous thing she had ever heard him say.
‘I have had no communication of any kind from her since I parted with you under her roof. Hasn’t she mentioned that?’ said Rose.
‘I haven’t seen her.’
‘I thought you were such great friends.’
Bertram Jay hesitated a moment. ‘Well, not so much now.’
‘What has she done to you?’ Rose demanded.
He fidgeted a little, as if he were thinking of something that made him unconscious of her question; then, with mild violence, he brought out the inquiry: ‘Miss Tramore, are you happy?’
She was startled by the words, for she on her side had been reflecting – reflecting that he had broken with her grandmother and that this pointed to a reason. It suggested at least that he wouldn’t now be so much like a mouthpiece for that cold ancestral tone. She turned off his question – said it never was a fair one, as you gave yourself away however you answered it. When he repeated ‘You give yourself away?’ as if he didn’t understand, she remembered that he had not read the funny American books. This brought them to a silence, for she had enlightened him only by another laugh, and he was evidently preparing another question, which he wished carefully to disconnect from the former. Presently, just as they were coming near Mrs Tramore, it arrived in the words ‘Is this lady your mother?’ On Rose’s assenting, with the addition that she was travelling with her, he said: ‘Will you be so kind as to introduce me to her?’ They were so close to Mrs Tramore that she probably heard, but she floated away with a single stroke of her paddle and an inattentive poise of her head. It was a striking exhibition of the famous tact, for Rose delayed to answer, which was exactly what might have made her mother wish to turn; and indeed when at last the girl spoke she only said to her companion:
‘Why do you ask me that?’
‘Because I desire the pleasure of making her acquaintance.’
Rose had stopped, and in the middle of the square they stood looking at each other. ‘Do you remember what you said to me the last time I saw you?’
‘Oh, don’t speak of that!’